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Name: Jessie
Birthday: 10/5/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: The moon, POST-IT NOTES,<3 Jacob, black and white pictures, smiles, staying up all night, stickers, MONKEYS, black eye liner, 1" pins, hugs, opinions, dreams, stars, snickers ice cream blizards from Devola Cream Land, clouds, horseback riding, getting lost in the woods, music, exercise, purses, pillow fights, writing, cereal, new clothes, road trips, shopping at midnight, flowers, being hyper (which doesn't happen very often but still..), hooker shoes, drawing, getting my hair cut, sleeping, asking questions, attempting to play my guitar, peach rings, taking pictures, lights, confetti, polka dots, drums, snow, not following trends, riding fourwheelers, buying presents for people, hiking, movies, christmas songs, poetry, secrets, and rain.
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

   I asked my mom about going to Justin's and she was really hesitant. She was like, "..not unless his parents are going to be there." and I told her they are and so are his sisters, but I don't think she believed me. But I'm allowed to go anyway. I went to Jacob's house yesterday to see if he's going with me or not, and he wasn't home. I'm pretty sure he went to Kenny's. Which is fine with me. I wasn't home until like 7 yesterday so he couldn't have told me that he was leaving. I hope he has fun, I was starting to feel really bad, like it's my fault he wont go hangout with his friends. I was bored the day before yesterday and I started drawing again! It was so awesome! I drew 3 pictures (without detail, cuz I was lazy) and then Jacob came over and we went to Justin's.  I was up until 1 last night drawing this really cool picture.. the sheet of paper looks like a puzzle, and then I drew a (very detailed) snake in the middle of it, so it looks like a snake puzzle. And I even drew the hand at the top of the page that's putting the puzzle together!! it's so cool! and then I drew a girl sitting in like a leaf thing looking at the moon. That one's awesome too. I started working on it as soon as I woke up this morning. I'm hungry.


Monday, June 26, 2006

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     Wednesday night Justin wants Amy, Jacob, and me to spend the night because he's off thursday. I guess he's making all these plans and Amy was asking me earlier what I wanted to eat that day.. I was like "watch we'll make all these plans then Jacob won't even go or my mom'll tell me I hafto stay home and babysit." And with my luck, I'm sure that's how it'll go. I haven't got a chance to talk to my mom yet.. I saw her at my grandparents'  house a few  hours ago but I'm not gonna ask her in front of my grandma, because she'd flip. We went to Justin's yesterday and we were there till like 10 something I think.. it was fun . Oh, yesterday was 3 months for me and Jacob . And everyone said we wouldn't last this long..hah! lol.. 
     I went to community action today to get an application so they can find me a job.. but there's a place on front street that's sposto be calling me for an interview. OH I got my tax return back today. I got $51 a while ago, but that wasn't all of it, because I got a check for $11 today in the mail. That's like a whole forth of a tank of gas! haha.. I'm gonna go now.


Wednesday, June 21, 2006

     I haven't updated in a while. I guess I had a life for a few days. haha.. Well, I called my "dad" and told him Happy Father's Day sunday. I called around like 5 in the evening and I think he was drunk because he was all "I am so proud of you" and shit.. that's usually what he says when he's drunk.  I hate it when he says crap like that. Monday Jacob went with me to turn in applications everywhere. I need a job so bad.. you have no idea.. until I get one I am officially my brother's babysitter and I don't think I can take much more of that. Yesterday he woke me up by popping bubbles in my face/ear with his gum. wtf would someone do that? ugh..  Last night Jacob and I hungout with Amy and Justin. It was fun. Justin bought us food and ice cream and took our picture and then we went to wal mart to get the film developed. I feel really bad cuz Justin spent a lot of money. I'm gonna pay him back. Eventually. but like I said, hopefully I'll find a job. soon. I asked my mom if I'm gonna hafto spend everyday all day long with Austin for the rest of the summer and she said "until you get a job, yes." *sigh..* Well, i really don't feel like writing anymore and it's been at last an hour and a half since I last ate so I'm going to go get food.


Sunday, June 18, 2006

     I did get my car back the last day I updated. T'was a very eventful time.. lol. Then Jacob and I went to pick up Amy and Justin and we went to the multi-cultural festival in p-burg. That was so cool!! Seriously. I wish I would've had money. haha.. T'would've been even better then. Well, we walked around and looked at stuff and then we went to Justin's until 10 (p.m., of course) and I was getting eaten alive by mosquitos, so we left. And yesterday I woke up at 7 30.. I dunno what that was about.. and we left at noon to go to Justin's pool party. I was like so nervous in the beginning because of my people phobia.. but I got to know mainly everyone.. everyone important, Justin said. lol. The only people I didn't meet/know were Amand's boyfriend and his friend. I know one of then was named Collin and I think the other was Cody.. I dunno.. And I met this guy brian. He was pretty cool. And his brother Micheal was cool also. That's really all that was there, besides Justin, his sisters, and his parents, and me, Amy, and Jacob.  Jacob wasn't around me like at all..and Amy kept saying "He just left you!" and I was like "Yea.. I'm usto it.. but at least he's here." And when I took Amy home, some freakin idiot backed into the side of my car!! I stopped to let her out, and I didn't realize the guy was trying to leave so I told her to hurry and as soon as I got back in the car (to pull away, obviously), he just backed right into me. And I know he saw me, because I saw him turn around when I stopped there. That's how I knew I was in his way. And no one backs up without looking first, anyway. But I just left it, because I couldn't see any marks.. I dunno how.. but there weren't any. So we left. OH and I was being a biotch yesterday for some reason, and I refused to kiss Jacob like all day. He thinks it's because he hit me (playing around), but that's not why. There really wasn't a reason. He said something and I was like "fine. I just wont kiss you anymore." and then I didn't. And he got really upset/angry.. and when we got back home I hugged him and he went to kiss me and I was going to kiss him, but I pulled away to see what he would do and he got really mad. But I kissed him anyway. I can't resist . we finally went swimming around like 4 30.. Justin kept saying "what a great pool party." because no one was in the pool..but he fell in with his clothes on and so everyone just jumped in. I wasn't going to swim, but Justin poped this huge water balloon over my head, then micheal and Jacob hit me with water balloons, so I descided to swim since I was already soaked (literally). I got burnt soo bad!! I thought most of it would turn to tan this morning, but nope. I'm still burnt. It doesn't hurt any.. it just itches a whole bunch. I even got burnt on my legs! My legs never get burnt. They're like 3  shades darker now, and there's a definate line where my shorts were. haha..tis great. Jacob didn't get burnt though, I don't think. I don't know how, but he didn't. Justin was burnt worse than me, I think, and Amy got burnt too, but I dunno how bad t'was. Well, t'was fun. I'm glad I went. Which is definately more than I can say for any other parties I've gone to.


Friday, June 16, 2006

     I never did make it back to the campgrounds.  I followed my mom to the bank and she gave me money for gas, then I went to the speedway on 2nd street, and there were no spots open and I didn't feel like waiting so I left, and ran over the curb ( I didn't know there was a curb there..) with my back tire, I thought, but then I went to 7th street Speedway and right when I pulled in the parking lot my front tire went flat. *sigh* So I was like calling everyone from the pay phone and then I went in to get more change and when I walked out this guy started following me, and I turned around and he asked me if that was my car with the flat tire and he said that he would change it for me. He was really nice. So he changed it, and the spare, which had never been used before, was flat. He said that it just needed air because it was just sitting for so long. So when I went in to pay for my gas, I was so flustered that I said "I got like $20.07 in gas" and the lady was like "$15.07?" and I said "yea, that's it. sorry.." and this f***in smart a$$ behind me started laughing and he was like, "You know your spare's flat too, right?" And I glared at him and said "Yea, I realized that." oooh I could've punched him! I was so not in the mood for that.. so I couldn't get ahold of anyone until I had been there for an hour, and my mom even drove past me twice! She said that she didn't think it was me cuz I was sposto be at the campgrounds.. *rolls eyes* So Patty picked me up and we drove around trying to find a new tire, and we didn't, so I'm home now. Without a car. Yay! I had to drive that pos grey car this morning to pay the car insurance..that was a nightmare.. I didn't think I would make it there and back.. that car really needs to be put in a junk yard somewhere. Well, at least I had a car, I guess..  My grandma is buying me a new tire today but I don't think I'll get my car back until like later tonight because she wont go anywhere until my grandpa leaves for work at 4 30. Yesterday was such a nightmare.. And Patty made me go sit at her house until my mom could take me home, and I was like "can't you just take me home? I want to sleep.. " And she said no, I had to go with her. Grrr..  We got home last night at like 10 something, and I went to Jacob's because I really needed a hug (I was so stressed..) and to tell him of my *wonderful* day.. and we sat outside and talked for like an hour and a half. I love it when we do that. But I had to leave though when his dad got home.. *tear* O well. He told me that he'd be home today, but his sister's sposto come, so I think he'll leave with her. Tonight it the Mayor's Third Friday Jubilee thing where there's music infront of the armory and everything.. and it's also the first day of that multi-culural festival thing in p-burg that I've wanted to go to forever.. I hope I get my car back in time to go somewhere. Expecially since I have 3/4 of a tank of gas now that I didn't use *smiles*.  Tomorrow is Justin's pool party, and I told Amy that I would take her, but we're not going to swim though. Emily is sposto go, but I don't think she will. I haven't talked to her for days. But I'm going to go now.



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